procrastination and my deteriorating brain

                   Okay, so like I'm supposed to be doing a gazillion different things right now, like maybe starting on my Ethiopian Environment poster, or making four official studies for my Illustration portfolio, or searching the recesses of my brain for creative juices-- things I SHOULD be doing as soon as possible. But instead, I'm here in Blogger trying to express my frustration at how I can't seem to find any inspiration to do my pending work. I'm procrastinating. I know I'm procrastinating, I'm well aware of my "danger" situation, yet I'm still doing this whole maybe-I'll-do-it-later scheme-- which is all the more frustrating. I'm in a situation where I need the most amount of creative juices and my brain is just acting dysfunctional. How can I start my PORTFOLIO "thing" if I can't even choose a single theme for my illustrations? This is due Monday next week (only 39 hours left) and I'm on the verge of mental dehydration from all the idea processing that has been happening-- or rather, NOT HAPPENING. Help me God >.<

 THIS IS HOW MY FACE LOOKS LIKE RIGHT NOW >.<